Tainted Sorrow. (feb 2023)Addressing bens intimacy issues because the show still hasn't! Ben and Callum - Identity by NeonxBubble. Rating: Explicit Alternative story for Ben and Callum, set before Ben lost his hearing. Callum PTSD One Shot by Kayleigh. A bit of nonsense filling in the gaps of Jays stag night. summary: ben holds the file in his hands. Ben is the one on the left and callum is the one on the right. (1.7k words), the prettiest sight to see (is right within your heart) by @ballumschmallum, a victorian au where ben is getting married on christmas eve but he cannot seem to take his eyes away from the family cook callum highway. Changing there world upside down. It made him fill loved, cherished and warm. Im just happy. Ben was happy that he had Callum. You know, I'm sure someone at Eastenders has been reading Ballum fanfiction because that scene with Ben and Callum could have very easily have been written by a fan. Coming back to everything Maxs Ben ever said about Paul (Im basing mostly on this), Paul was the only person in Bens life who gave Ben this affection. baby im right here, im trying to make it clear that getting half of you just aint enough by halfwayinit/@halfwayinit How fervently theyve touched each other, how urgently and without question. or, the weight of the boat crash anniversary crushes ben, and he lets himself get lost in the comfort of his fiancs arms. (Do you have headcanons for the next pride? and what happens when they get feelings for each other? a new place where he could leave it all behind him the secrets, the lies, the trauma, everything. He knows that now. (2.8k words), fell in love on christmas night by @minimitchell. He thought he had the perfect life that was until he met a mysterious man who was new to the business of construction. However, Tony Clay has no clue that Max intends to destroy Ballum be male lead on Eastenders. Callum and Ben in a world where Ben is in Prison and Callum is a guard. I hope you enjoy! This romantic kind of affection he probably craved for as he never really got the truly parental one. over the month, he has twelve presents to give to callum, all leading up to the big day. Basically a romantic break for just Ben and Callum to escape from the rest of the world, which involves pure tooth rotting fluff and a lot of smut. ballum - Freeform; Angst; Hurt/Comfort; Angst and Hurt/Comfort; Eventual Smut; Summary. After being medically discharged from the army, Callum moves into his brother's flat with the intention of forging a new path in life. Love the AO3 Ballum content. ', It's Valentine's Day. Both are forced to face some truths about themselves, things theyve never had the courage to before; teaching them there are certain things you cant run away from no matter how hard you try. strong by oceandawn/@oceandawning You are all so talented, and I just want to say thank you to you all. 1. A follow on from the last shared Ballum scene (I think) where they are in the cafe having a cup of tea. Hes here, on the filthy ground marred by misery, powerless as he watches the person he loves fading before his very eyes, not for the first time but he's certain that it will be the last. I should be putting my focus on making progress with Ballum UnScene but my head & my heart have steered me off on this tangent. My point is the overall EastEnders fandom is respectful and open to discussion about characters and storylines. An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works Short Story - Ben . 95 0 1. Its a real talent to be able to get it so right, and Gemma has it in abundance. Thank you so much for this ask! An alternative take on the 05/09/19 bedroom scenes. summary: eight times ben and callum are ridiculously romantic to each other. Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, First Meetings, Falling In Love, 2019 Ballum Vibes, Fate & Destiny, Boys In Love, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Misunderstandings, Dishonesty, Explicit Sexual Content, First Time, First Kiss, Self-Discovery, Self-Esteem Issues, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Dating, past trauma, Discussions of death, Threats of Violence, discussions of injury, Insecurity Sex is great and everything but he probably just wants cuddles and soft, sweet kisses. they have fourteen days to fall in love, but really, it only takes fourteen seconds. Language: English Words: 12,040 Chapters: 7/8 Kudos: 13 Hits: 903; Birthday boys gift by 9Hinch Fandoms: EastEnders (TV), EastEnders (TV) RPF . I decided to do a story from the scene off eastenders when Ben and Callum had their fist kiss. Basically a romantic break for just Ben and Callum to escape from the rest of the world, which involves pure tooth rotting fluff and a lot of smut. Instead of fighting to save the marriage Callum decides to move on. DO NOT STEAL Ben and Callum meet and you will have to read to see what happens next. I decided to do a story from the scene off eastenders when Ben and Callum had their fist kiss. If only some of the fanfiction I read could actually be acted out by the actors that play the characters, especially the fix it ones. And I think its one of the most beautiful things ever. summary: the four times ben and stuart try to kill thompson and the one time thompson dies by accident. Ben tells Callum since Lola died his daughter Lexi is his sole responsibility. A teenager who committed suicide due to his tragic life gets a second chance in the body of everyone's favorite neighborhood Spider-Man. 'It wouldn't mean nothing'. He lacked this fundamental, parental affection when he was young (I mean, with Phil being Phil and Kathy kinda abandoning him to fake her own death and the whole awful thing with Stella) and due to his sexuality, it was hard for him to find somebody whod offer him a romantic affection hed be comfortable with. word count: 3.4k the man gives him an apologetic look at that, though ben isnt really sure what for; its not like hes the one responsible for the snow currently coating every inch of the country. Any situation, any place- she always nails the characterisation. Such brilliant angsty moments mixed in with romance and passion #malex #ballum swoooon . Most of the time trying to escape from things they find too difficult to deal with. (As requested by my dear friend Shaun and written in honour of his birthday.). Alternative story for Ben and Callum, set before Ben lost his hearing. BBC. It's Valentine's Day, and Callums got a secret plan. (As requested by my dear friend @ballumrobron in honour of his birthday) Happy Birthday Pea . Both are forced to face some truths about themselves, things theyve never had the courage to before; teaching them there are certain things you cant run away from no matter how hard you try. This is imagined Ballum-related scenes that take place around those screened. Well Ive got good news and bad news, Ben says ahead of Callum. , I would like to give a shoutout to Totallyradioactive15, her smutty ballum fics are some of my faves!! Callum and Ben in a world where Ben is in Prison and Callum is a guard. Alternative for the fire at the Mitchells. ), favourites include @calthighway @dingletragedy @thefancyspin @halfwayinit @callumsmitchells @oceandawning @juguitos @smugdensmitchell @yasisworld @stillamess. Im missing some- I know I am. So I talk about Ballum to people privately who actually love them and are interested in them as a fictional relationship, and the story arcs they have instead of constant petulant moaning. I always mean to but I want to make sure my comment does the fic justice. the talent in this fandom means no comment I leave would ever be enough. the name in bold black letters on the front, his next kill, his next victim callum highway. except, people cant stop reminding ben not to fuck everything up. The one he didnt let himself have for a long, long time. Happy Im out, happy I get to be myself, happy Im here with you 'as you should be. Thank you to all of my fave fanfiction authors out there too, . he doesn't even know how he's found it. Or the one where Angie gets resurrected. They take the time to reminisce and enjoy reliving some memories, that are just for the two of them. i dare you to let me be your, your one and only by @callumsmitchells. At this point Callum is still with Whitney and Whit doesn't know anyth One shots for the much loved couple in EastEnders Ben and Callum ( also known as Ballum) . 4,347 1,484. status: complete I normally like fanfiction a lot but I think because Ballum is on-going with so many ups and downs situations , I might be too distracted with the plots to fully embrace the beautiful stories out-there. before he knows it, bens crash-landed his way into callums life, bringing secrets of his own. Tags: post breakup, established relationship, alternate universe- reality show, fluff and angst, ballum Big Bang 2020 Callum asked Ben as he reached for a third controller from his bag. Ben arrives at the tube, a bag over his shoulder and his hand wrapped around his daughter Lexie's hand , Lola is on the other side of him, he looks around and smiles "home sweet, home" he mumbles as he picks up his daughter and starts to walk across the square. See a recent post on Tumblr from @k8jax83 about ballum fanfic. Chapter five of my Ballum AU where Callum's got anger management issues and Ben is a manipulative bastard, plus the usual residents of Albert Square all live inside a tower block together. Rating: Explicit But did he find out too late. You know me, you know the drill by now. (6.8k words), happy fanfic writer appreciation day to every single writer in our extremely talented fandom . tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply". After being medically discharged from the army, Callum moves into his brother's flat with the intention of forging a new path in life. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. 7.1K Takers Personality Quiz. Ben Mitchell, a travelling horse dealer, is in desperate need of shelter when he comes across The Sun Inn hidden in the wilds of the Yorkshire moorland. 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